This year has been incredible fast. The past few to be honest. Since life has been so fluxuating it is making the time just blink past. There are so many exciting things on the horizon. The well one pulls from for reserve energy for me is getting to the bottom. The mud is clearly indicating that there is a bottom – something I didn’t believe or think possible.
the most recent medical tests were not as favorable as I’d liked. This wasn’t unexpected news just not uplifting. They were a mixed bag at best. The largest concern is the significant new brain tumor. How we will address these things and the courses we will be persuing is still up the air at this time but there are alot of … poopy options.
When I write here its to tell myself there is always hope. There is a plan which I decide and a course we steer the boat to get to the wonderful milestones on the horizon. Sometimes its a challenge for me to remember the hope. When I skip a bit of time its just so I can remember the hope and perspective and have a negotiation with myself about how to reframe some things into my own happy place thought. Sometimes this is fast – often its fast – but sometimes life challenges make it an epic tale for the reframe and I call about the universe and my circle of happy resources to help me with this knowledge.
Coffee is good, life is good – all be it a struggle but one totally worth experiencing over and over. Looking forward to my neice first birthday in a couple weeks <3
Lots to be reminded i’m blessed about and with. Lots of happy things on the near horizon.
Life is good.